Psst. Haha. Aliw.
Nakakahawa sila Lyza. Puro sila psst. Haha. Nagpsst kami tas may lumilingon atsaka bawat sinasabi namin may psst pati code name psst. Haha.
Huwalalang.
Labo kanina sa Geometry and Social, puro mental block. Takte. Puro bagsak tuloy. Pair pa yung sa Geom. ah. Nakakataranta kasi si Sir eh sabi ng sabi ng time tas si Den ang kulit tanong ng tanong di tuloy kami matapos. Haha.
Inaasar ko si Den na bully tas "binubully" niya ako. Nagaasaran rin kami nila Jeremai at Aimee. Haha. Pinagtutulungan namin ni Aimee si Jeremai na bully. Haha. Labo.
We made a mask of our inner self in our English class. Mine was like the one in The Nightmare before Christmas. It has two meanings: one, I'm lonely and I'm tired of waiting that's why I'm falling apart and two, I can't express myself just like what Jeremai said.
Lonely = lips
Tired = eyebugs...este eyebags... haha.
Falling apart = a scar or lamat, sewed (I've given up before)
Can't express self = crosstitched lips
There, those are how they are presented.
Weee~ I was able to borrow Yellow 4 and Sweet Revolution.
Ah, I texted Dai last night to remind her of the Mangas and I also asked her if she wants something in return just tell me as long as it doesn't involve money, you know what she asked for? I was expecting that she'd ask me to download and burn her some yaoi animes but no she asked for a life time friendship instead. How sweet. I can't believe how mean I was to her. Hay...
I'm okay with her, again. Maybe not being with her for a long time helps...a lot. Haha. It's all good. weee~
Chary and I bonded awhile ago. Haha. Psst, supposedly, was the one to give me the Sweet Revolution manga as to what she told Dai but she was not on the bus. Argh. I don't like her, what she did make it worse. Hah. Whatever. I have a feeling that sinadya niya yun. She doesn't even know kung what time ako sasabay and then she'll ride the 5:00 bus. She didn't even made an effort on to how she'll give it to me. She doesn't know that I'll do everything just to have it. I'll meet up with her even if I don't want to if I have to. Lucky I, Chary was there to save the day. She was still in school so I asked her to look for Psst and take it and I'll get it from her when she gets home.
We met halfway, me coming from my house and she coming from her house. So, we met up in front of the Church and then walked our way through the main road to my house. While walking we talked about the time when I asked her to come with me to return the gate pass and get my mom's Makro card, she forgot to return it when she fetched me at pinagusapan namin ang kung ano-ano pang bagay kasama na ang harutan sa kalye. Supposedly, we're going to watch anime but instead, we talked. We talked about who/what we hate in school; teachers, schoolmates, etc, also, something about our personal life. Haha. I hope we do that more often. She borrowed some animes, mostly yaoi. Oooooh. Haha.
Beep.
God of Sleep, take meh~
[Ze AsouL]
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2006-06-28
- 8:11 AM
Sigh...
Last night, I told my dad about me passing Magnificat. I thought he'd say "Wow. Galing. Congratulations!" just like what my mom said when I told her the news and then he'll kiss me or something. After I told him he was like "uhh...(nagisip muna siya) galing ah. Pumasa ka nga pumasa ka naman kaya sa subjects?", ouch, he shouldn't have said the part about the subjects. I mean, ouch na nga sa part when nagisip muna siya, dapat yung part lang na happy siya, sama mo pa yung tone nung voice niya, it's different from he's usual reaction when he's proud of my/our achievements, is he not interested...I mean proud? Ouch. I erased that thought right away, he may have not understood the situation-- it's something for me. I was like "oh well." and I'm sure he didn't mean anything bad. He's not like that. It's also to remind me to not forget about my studies. But, you know, it bothered me, I don't know why. I know I'm right about what I thought. I guess he's reaction is really something new for me. Hay...
You may think that what he said doesn't seem bad and I'm O.A., yeah, that's what I think too everytime I read it, ignoring how he said it, but every time I remember his abnormal reaction, I'm like "hindi, may kakaiba talaga eh.". Gets? Parang ang labo eh. Basta, it seems like something is wrong. Hay...
Nakakaantok si Ms. Derige and Sir Prado. Argh.
We had our first meeting in Magnificat today, I was really nervous. I'm scared that I might not make it into our deadlines especially now that I'm in 3rd year, hardest year in highschool. What if they won't like my works? What if they won't like me? Wah. I hope they'll like me and guide me and that I'll be useful to them and that I'll be able to cope up with them and be as good as they are and get to know them and be happy with them and that I'll be able to pass my deadlines right on time...andami pa. Sigh. So help me, God. Amen. Anyway, when I met the layout staff, they were friendly and approachable and that helped me to not get paranoid and all. We're only 5 but I heard there's still another one who wasn't there. I want to meet people from other staff. Ay ay... parating di nababanggit yung layout staff ni Ms. Dizon-Phan, she think we're kulelats, I mean not THAT important. Muka niya. haha. But I still like her as an English teacher. Hay...
I like the poems we read in English kanina. They were about souls. No, it wasn't because of asoul. Teehee.
I was having a head ache at school kaya naman bagsak kagad ako sa kama paguwi at pagkakain. Hay...
Ah, I have an aircon na. Yay. Kabit daw nila sa Saturday. Yay.
Andami kong advance gifts for my birthday from my parents. I feel shame for flunking my quizzes and obligated to have good grades 'cause they're giving me everything they can when I'm not doing my best, a way of thanking them. Shet.
By the way, I'm not sure if the words I used are right. Sana maintindihan niyo. Sabihin niyo na rin sakin para matama ko. Thank You.
Ay, ay. My music player is playing. My counter is counting again. Haha. Yay.
Wow, ang serious ng post ko. Haha. More English pa. Hayop.
God of School, take meh~
[Ze AsouL]
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2006-06-27
- 3:28 AM
Bwap meh
Why is that studying is not my priority? Fuck, it's just the 2nd week of school and all I get are flunked quizzes. We had our first quiz in Geometry and shit, I failed because I studied only the day itself. Karma. Sheeet. I need to pass all my quizzes; it has the biggest percentage in our grading system in Math this year. Not only in Math, I need to pass all my quizzes in all my subject and recite. Argh. I also failed my quizzes in Chemistry. Grabe. Di nanaman ako tatantanan ng armalite ni inay baka maging bazooka pa yun... hay... it's for my future. Kaya yan.
You know, at first I thought that my adviser being new is an advantage, but I was wrong, I don't like the way she teach and she comes in the classroom before the 2nd bell because she's paranoid. Argh. Kapansin pansin pa ang kanyang pawis sa kili-kili at likod. Nakakalimutan niya magdeodorant sa kili-kili at likod sa kakamadali para sa amin, awwww. Ang sweet. Hihi. The only thing I like about her is her cluelessness and she's lenient... I think? Bah. I also don't like the way my Geometry teacher teach. Lack of examples, eh, that's what we need.. Argh. They're so blurry...este labo.
I passed Magnificat. Shocking.
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Too bad some of my friends didn't make it. Asar. If it wasn't for them I wouldn't have tried there. Wah. Ja, Mica, Roxy, Paula... ang galing kaya nila magdraw and color. The art section is waaaaay harder than in layout kaya naman madali lang ako nakapasa. Layout kasi Photoshop eh. Marion made it in art section! I'm not alone.
Nung nasa bus ako kaninang umaga naalala ko yung interview. Naalala ko ang kilay nung mga naginterview sakin. Kinakausap nila ako.
Normal na kilay = umpisa pa lang eh.
Nakataas parehong kilay = nakasmile sila eh.
Nakakunot yung noo kasama na yung kilay = ang labo ko daw.
Nakataas yung isang kilay = err... what the fuck?
haha. wala lang.
Ah, I'll make kwento about my stupidity awhile ago. Our DSL requires a username and password before you can use it. When you open Internet Explorer, the page where in you'll type the username and password automatically appears. When I opened it The Page Cannot Be Displayed yung lumalabas. I thought may topak at toyo nanaman yung DSL that's why I waited muntikan pa nga ako makatulog sa upuan sa harap ng P.C.. After an hour naalala ko yung ginawa ko dati. Yung sa history ko titignan. Aba. Yun lang pala ang sagot. Peste. I wasted time. Stupid ko.
My status in YM right now is "ang stupid ko.". I got 4 replies. Haha. Grabe. May mga sadyang mabait at sadyang demonyo. haha.
My player is playing again. Haha. Now my counter isn't counting. Argh. What's wrong with them?
God of School. Take me~
[Ze AsouL]
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2006-06-26
- 6:09 AM
Sfrwapy Day...
Hahaha. Huwalalang. Imbento. Pinaghalong scary, freaky, weird and happy. Haha. Eh kasi naman mga pangyayare sakin ngayon noh.
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List of those who passed the first screening Magnificat layout.
I passed the first screening of Magnificat. Hooray. Got the results earlier. Hehe. We had the second screening at dismissal time. Interview. Whoah. At first wala lang sakin 'cause I thought it would just be simple questions. That's why I was wondering why my friend who passed the art staff seemed so worried. Grabe pala interview. Wah. Super iba yung itsura ni Janelle nung pumasok siya dun sa interview room at nung lumabas siya. Kamusta naman yun? Kinabahan talaga ako pero I needed to go first kasi iiwanan na ako ng bus. Isa pa rin naman ako sa mga huli na ininterview. Bah.
Aba naman. The bus left me. He left me. Huhu. Taena. Grabe. Kakaiba. I have no load nor money nor someone na pwede makitext. I was able to text my mom earlier noon but when my sister replied aba naman Marion is nowhere to find. Eh kasi naman when I borrowed ten pesos from her so just in case I can call my mom using the phone booth, eh takte, I wasn't able to make a phone call na nga, it didn't return my money pa pati nga si Manang Guard tinanong ko kung pwede makitext eh, wala daw. Asar amp. The idea of taking a cab and then pay it na lang when I get home just like yung girl from the story sa Magnificat's Jolog's issue. But no. Takot ko na lang, patayin ako ng nanay ko. Don't worry... may himala! May isang hinulog... este... hulog ng langit ang nakita ko sa may phone booth. Hinagilap ko ang pangtapal ng muka ko para kumapal at nanghingi ng barya. May piso siyaaaaaa! First nagaalala muna ako kasi baka mangurakot nanaman yung phone booth pero nung sinubukan ko nakatawag ako! Wee. Eh aba naman ulit. I saw Marmar right after I called my Mom. Haha. At least I had a companion while waiting. Nilibre niya pa ako ng Coke and we talked about the Magnificat auditions at some other things. Haha. Ayun. My driver(Si ate, haha.)came first. Haha.
I didn't expect that my mom would say congratulations to me. I thought it would just be a normal na paguwi na wala lang. They're proud of me. Sarap ng feeling. It's my first time to join a club na ganoon eh. Haha. I'm not saying that they don't congratulate me everytime I achive something. Parang it's different this time.
It's so embarrasing~ Kanina sa classroom, we had an activity with a partner, my partner was Den. I pronounced the word piece to "pes". Bisaya eh noh. Isa pa, our teacher was talking about Jack and Jill tas I asked her "Di ba si Jack yung Itlog?" parang siya "huh? Si Humpy Dumpy yun." at parang ako "oh shet." aba naman di ako matigil sa kakatawa. Nakakahiya. Haha.
Pambawi sa hiya. My Chemistry teacher said "Monica, you're hot!". Aba naman. haha. Pero actually example lang yun ng temperature. Ako pa talaga eh noh. She even wrote it on the board. Someone erased it that's why I wasn't able to take a picture of it kaya yung sa notes na lang.
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Wala lang. Aliw. Ramdam ko naman. Haha.
Guess what? I killed a Cockroach. Ipis. Ipis. Die.
So there. I'm done. Bah. It took me more or less than 2hrs to finish this post. I'm watching My Girl and A Love to Kill kasi eh. Haha. Kaya every commercial akyat tas baba ulit. Haha. Exercise rin, wasn't able to do my plan kanina eh dahil sa audition. Dapat magwalk ako from bahay to labasan and then back sa bahay. Oh well. I'll try to it tomorrow. hehe. Gusto ko na pumayat!
Sana pumasa ako. Hay...
Pagpasensyahan niyo na nga pala kung conyo ako. Gusto ko kasi English hindi ko nga lang maiwasan ang Tagalog. Masmarami tuloy ang Tagalog. Haha. Sana masanay na ako ng straight. Hay...
Oh...there's a problem with my Music Player. I'll fix it kapag makakuha ako ng free time.
Paalam~
[Ze AsouL]
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